you drink, you drive, you lose!

you drink, you drive, you lose!
that is what the sign outside of the belchertown police department said tonight....

on my way home from palmer at approxamitely 2:00 am, i'm about 1 1/2 minutes from my house when my mother calls me from her cell phone.. she was on her way to belchertown to pick up my brother from the police station when her check engine light went on and she got scared so she called me. i met her over at walgreens near the mall, picked her up and made the trip out to b-town. says they got him because he was drunk (again)not sure if it was a DUI or what.

so we get there and the cop tells us that they got brian for an OUI (operating a vehicle under the influence)apparently he was going about 85 on 181 on the other side of the road. cop says there was a car following him, flashing him and trying to get him to pull over. then he told us that brian hit a guardrail or maybe a mailbox.. one of his side mirrors got ripped off and his windshield was busted. also the cop found my brothers bowls and said he was going to destroy them and not charge him for having them (how nice) also they could have charged him with leaving the scene of the accident (as apparently he kept driving after he hit whatever he hit).

brian just got his car on the road only a month ago. now needs a new windshield and probably wont have a license. also he finally (after a couple of years) got a job. not just a job but three jobs. wow, those will be pretty hard to get to with no lisence huh?

ohhh but there's more! we get him out of jail and try to talk with him but he makes absolutely no sense and shows NO remorse for having to make us go through all this shit. NONE AT ALL.. my mother was so upset i had to hold her hand the whole way as i was driving. she'd give it a good squeeze whenever something stupid would come out of his mouth (which was often). we're on some empty road going towards ludlow when all of a sudden we see a major accident ahead. no one was on the scene at all, it must have just happened and we were the first to find them. there were two cars in one a male, in the other a female. the female had nailed the guy right at his door. the car was so smooshed it looked as though he'd have no legs left. they were both just crying out loud, it was terribly sad. i immediately was on the phone with 911 but really had no idea where we were.. luckily an old man was coming from the other direction, and since the accident took up the entire road stopped. he got on the line and better directed the police. both of the victims were stuck in thier cars.. the girl didn't seem very badly hurt although she was crying a lot. but the man's face was covered in blood, his nose definately broken and who knew about his legs until they could get him out. the old man, my mother and i tried to help them out of the cars. the girl's door was stuck but she easily scooted out of the passenger side.. with no fucking pants on. seriously, no pants.. no underwear.. nothing. she was WASTED. i was pissed. we made my brother stay in the car through all of it, but every now and then would go back and yell at him that it could've been him earlier. i looked in her car to try to find her some pants or something to put on her nasty vag but all i found was two t-shirts and a bra.. she had no idea where her pants were. crazy. the fire department had to come and spend about an hour to get the poor guy out of his car. i watched them pull him out (even though the cop said i dont want to look) i was expecting much worse but his legs were still there.. not sure how well he'll be able to use them if at all, but they were there.

after they took both the victims away we had to turn around and take a bit of a detour which meant i wasn't home till about 5:30 am. i said "fuck sleep" went to cvs got three redbulls and some caffine to get me through work later today 10:30-6:30. took a shower and now it's 6:30 and it's raining SO HARD. what a depressing scary day.

i asked my brother: "does seeing this accident have any kind of effect on you?" his response: "honestly... no"
........i just dont know what to do with him anymore. i really am scared.